It's killin me inside

I think i can express myself to you all ....i jus dont kno wat 2 do . i cnt go anywhre i cnt do anythiing all b/c my mother has insecurities about me being a female. and all because she believes that i'll make the same dumb mistakes she did . i maybe 15 but im not deaf dumb blind nor am i stupid.she shelters me like i'm a baby but the truth is im not. i just think that she has some sensitive areas that she tries to deal with through me. in all she is way over protective of me. she should care less about who my "little" brother who is 11 and already talking about sex more than i even considering thinking about it or talking about it..... all im saying is is that she's pushing me to a point where its like ok look ladii you do not understand what its like to be 15 in todays society....back then they may have had juke joints and moon shine but it was nothing like today.... people you dont know i know gettin shot, people i deal with on a daily basis tryna take there own life, she was a middle child she had someone to run to when she didnt want to be at home....i dnt hav that my aunt doesnt stay right around the corner....even if she did she wud probly keep me from her too. and i'm not even gonna get on her problem wit me and dudes.......its small things like these tht pushes me to leave and then she expects me to respect her hahahahahaha i dont think so when she doesnt even attempt to understand me and what i go through on a daily-weekly-monthly basis......i dnt know wat her problem is she jus bothers da heck out of me.......the only releases i hav are my aunt margaret who is the only one who knows the "COMPLETE" story, my besties shanice and napierra who are threr for me but soon enough she'll run them away to just like she does(almost) everyone. she cant keep making excuses for herself just like i cant keepmaking excuses for myself not even attempting to try to talk to her . but anyway ima let ya'll go do yah thang.....get at me l8r duces....1.....;-)

a little advice for parents on "the talk"

Parents believe me your high school student knows a little bit more than you think they know about the opposite sex. I'm not saying keep them locked away in a castle, to where no one of the opposite sex or of the "same "sex can get them.(Only said because there are homosexual students as my peers , done in respect of those that choose to be.)
For the parent and the teen here is a little article i like to call"the talk"!!
( for my SCARED parents out there):
It can be difficult to talk to your teen sometimes. This is especially true when it comes to uncomfortable subjects such as sex. At this point in their life, though, when teens are feeling the pressure to have sex, you need to counsel them. Don't wait until it is too late. Follow these steps to learn how to counsel(OPENLY TALK TO,) your teen about safe sex.

Instructions

Step1

Counsel your teen at a time when it's convenient for both of you. This time should be free of interruptions and distractions. Make sure that you are both in a decent mood.

Step2

Educate yourself about the newest safe-sex practices. Your teen is not going to want to hear about something from 10 or more years ago. Do your research and print things out to reinforce your discussion when you counsel your teen about safe sex.

Step3

Share your feelings about sex openly and honestly when you counsel him. Let your teen knowthat it is okay to talk about sex without having to share any intimate details.

Step4

Stress to your teen when you counsel him that besides abstinence, condoms are the only way to really have safe sex. Pregnancy is not the only thing he has to worry about. There are many forms of STDs that can be acquired through vaginal, anal and oral sex.

Step5

Inform your teen of where she can go to get condoms without having to answer any questions. Provide her with some if she is sexually active. Give her the phone number of her physician so she can contact that doctor confidentially without having to ask you.

Step6

Step Six - Provide your teen with online educational resources for information on teen health and sexuality such as CoolNurse.com, to help them answer any questions they are still uncomfortable talking about in person.

I've have checked out this website it can be very useful!!!

Bein A FLIRT

alot ppl say bein a big flirt is ab realy bad thing, but dats mostly females that are in relationships. but the guy doesnt see it like that .(most of them ) he see's it as though shoot if she aint got a ring on her finger that bought den shoot why be commiited. IM TO SAY THE LEAST IF U AINT HIS WIFE DEN WHAT REASON does he have to be committed . i kno it hurts cummin frm a homie but sorry boo its oh so true. my boifriend and myself hav an understandin that at the end of the day, we'll always be therer each other even if wee do get flirted with on a daily basis. we kno where we belong....with each other.??.!?.!?
GIVE ME UR THOUGHTS ON THIS ARTICLE....PLZ MALE AND FEMALE COMMENTS NEEDED!!